"Let me kiss you." she says, the paparazzi swamping the doors as the airport staff tries their best to keep them from running down the walls.
This book tells the story of a girl who unexpectedly runs into the word wide-known superstar Billie Eilish...
I wake up and look around. I'm still laying in Billie's bed and she's not next to me.
I open my eyes and a yawn escapes my mouth. As I attempt to grab my phone from her nightstand to check the time, her phone vibrates a few times next to mine. I decide to look what messages she's gotten and pick it up.
Don't get me wrong, I trust my girlfriend but like it vibrated quite a few times, maybe it's important. Also, Billie would not mind me checking her messages for her, sometimes she even tells me to read some to her when she doesn't have time to.
It's her brother Finneas who sent her multiple messages.
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Huh? What does that mean? 'did you tell her or not??'
Now I'm scared. Is she keeping something from me? Did He find something out?
Oh my god, I'm starting to panic. My heart is beating so fast right now.
This is definitely about me. Who else would he be talking about like that?
"Jordan, darling. You're awake." Maggie comes into the room, making me drop Billie's phone.
"We made breakfast, do you want to eat something?"
"Y- Yes, I'll be right there. Thanks." I smile, trying not to show how close I am to crying.
"Fuck." I whisper to myself after she left.
I stand up and walk over to one of the many mirrors in Billie's room and wipe my face. I take a deep breath and walk out into the kitchen.
Maggie, Patrick and Billie are already sitting at the table, looking at me.
"Hey Jordan." Billie's dad greets me, receiving a wave from me.
I sit down next to Maggie silently, making Billie speak up.
"Baby, come sit here." She pats the chair next to her where I was supposed to sit.
I just give Maggie a weak smile and change my seats.
Billie kisses my cheek softly and turns my head towards her by my chin, looking at me more closely.
"Hey." She cutely says. Too cute for me to be mad at her but I can't help it after I saw what Finneas said.
"Hi." I silently respond and turn my head back.
"What's wrong, baby?" Billie whispers and takes a pancake from the a plate in the middle of the wooden table.
I don't answer her and just spoon up some fruits and let them fall into my bowl.
"Jordan." She speaks up again, leaning closer to my face with wide eyes.
"I- I need to go to the toilet real quick." I say and stand up a split second later, leaving the room as fast as I can.
Billie POV
Jordan rushes away from the table, making all three of us look at each other with clearly questionable looks.
"Billie, what's up?" My dad asks me and I stand up as well.
"I don't know." I silently say as I run after her, almost knocking a chair over on the way.
"Billie!" I hear my mom yell but I ignore it.
I find Jordan sitting on the floor, leaned up against the wall in the bathroom.
I lower myself to her level but she flinches away from me right away.
What the fuck is going on? Did I do something?
"Jordan, what the fuck!" I raise my voice, feeling tears of confusion and frustration building up inside of me.
She stands up and turns to walk away.
"Hey! Please stay here and tell me what's wrong." I say, grabbing her arm to stop her from leaving again.
"Is there something you wanna tell me?" Jordan says so silently that I barely understand her.
Tears start watering her eyes, making me stand up.
"Huh?" I ask, completely knocked out of my mind.
"Don't act dumb now and just tell me."
"What are you talking about?"
"Finneas." She simply says, obviously making my confusion grow bigger.
"What about him?" I raise my eyebrows.
"Did he do something to you?" I loudly ask, grabbing her waist and looking around her body for bruises or anything.
"Billie, stop! No!" Jordan say, pushing me away.
"What is it, Jordan?" I whine loudly, slapping myself on the head, making her small body jump.
"Check your phone, I'm going home."
"What? No! Whatever it is, it has to be a misunderstanding!" I hold onto her and walk to my room to grab my phone.
The screen turns on and It shows some messages from Finneas.
Oh my god. Jordan.
"Jordan, baby." I sigh, sitting down on my bed.
"So do you know now?" She asks, crossing her arms.
She turns around and takes a few steps towards the door.
"Yes." I speak up and she stops.
"Okay so now you do, huh?" Jordan snaps back with attitude.
"Yes, Jordan. I do, and I wanted to tell you today-"
"That you're fucking another girl?" Her voice is shivery and more tears start flowing. She bites her lip to make them stop but it doesn't work.
"That's what you think of me? Really?" I shake my head.
"Well, what do you expect me to think?"
"Jordan." I stand up and walk over to her, taking her hand in mine but she pulls away, making me sigh.
"I am not fucking another girl. Do you even trust me at all?"
I am kind of doubting her right now if I'm being honest.
"I do, Billie-"
"Good. Then why do you think I would be lying to you? I love you, man." I say, throwing my arms up in the sky.
"B-"
"Stop. Before you say anything else, Finneas was talking about my show today. So stop assuming things."
"Your show?"
"Yes, Jordan. My fucking show."
"I'm sorry, Billie. I-" Her head falls.
Jordan POV
I feel even worse now. Why did I immediately start acting up? I'm literally stupid.
"You know, I was really excited to have you at my concert today but now I feel like there's something between us that shouldn't be there." Billie says disappointedly.
"I don't know what's wrong with me, I- I'm so sorry Billie. I can't even like- I- I just..." I stutter, trying to apologize but I can't seem to find the correct way to put it.
