Therefore I am Yours | Billie Eilish - Watty Awards 2022

78. MY GREATEST WEAKNESS

Billie POV

After a 10 minute drive to Tyson's house, the Uber stops at a curb and I quickly pay before stepping out and walking up his poarch.

The home actually looks really sick. It's huge. This can't be his. There's no way.
He is probably some rich man's son or something like that. There's no way he owns this house.

I ring the doorbell and wait for a second before the handsome man finally opens the door, smiling as his eyes find mine.

"Hey! Wassup!" He speaks excitedly.

"Hi! Long time no see, how are you?" I ask back, following him into the house.

"I'm good, I'm good. I'm hyped we finally get to hang out." Tyson says, closing the door and walking off into what seems to be the dining room.

"Yeah, right." I agree, sitting down at the table and looking around the nicely decorated interior.

"So, Do you want something to drink? I also got us some pizza jusg in case you're in the mood to eat."

"Uhm, no I am not really in the mood to eat right now. Thank though, Ty." I reply, leaning back into the comfy chair.

"Okay then, what are you in the mood for?" He slurrs, leaning onto the big kitchen island.

Bro, stop acting sus. I have a girlfriend.

"Maybe just a water or something."

"Okay, let me see what I got for ya." Tyson says, winking and walking off to the fridge.

I turn around - facing the table - and take my phone out, luckily I didn't receive a text from my mom yet. That would totally ruin everything.

"Here you go." I hear him say, making me look up from my screen.

I look at what he placed in front of me... Sparkling water. Seriously?

"Thanks but uhh... do you have still water, I have this weird thing and I absolutely can't stand sparkling water. I'm sorry-" I say, feeling dumb by the second.

"Don't worry about it. Uh- Let me see if I have some."

He walks off again and returns a few seconds later. This time with Fiji Water. Now we talkin'.
I wonder where he grabbed that from all of a sudden.

"Damn, nice! Thank you."

♛

After Tyson and I talked a bit, we eventually decided to eat the Pizza that he got earlier because I got hungry pretty quick.

We get along really well, which I didn't expect after the awkward beginning.

But you know, just believe that something can get better and then it will.

After we ate some slices he took me over to 'his' living room and put some random movie.

"Ty?" I ask, taking my eyes off of the huge flat screen.

"Wassup?"

"Is this house yours? I've just been wondering since I arrived."

"Well." He laughs stupidly.
"What do you think?"

His eyes pierce into my soul making my mind shift to things I shouldn't be thinking about.

Goddamnit, Billie. Stop second guessing your loyalty. You love Jordan. Take your eyes off of this man, now!

"If I'm being honest I don't think it is." I say, laughing weirdly.

"You're right. It's not. I still live here and today my dad left for a bit so I can have you over in peace." He slurrs.

His common occurrence is a little cocky but I still find it quite attractive and just to remind you again... he is hot. Like... real hot.

But you know who is even hotter? Right, Jordan. The only problem is, Tyson doesn't remember her and I am pretty sure he wouldn't give a fuck either.

"That's nice of your dad to do." I smile.

"I guess." He grins, focusing back on the screen and of course... as If I didn't just think about it, a Sex Scene comes on, making Tyson shift around uncomfortably.

The scene lasts longer than it should... I'm starting to think he chose this movie on purpose.

Out of the corner of my eye I can see his hand wander over to my side. Whatever.

I start getting really caught up in the movie and I don't even realize his hand on my thigh.

He starts squeezing and stroking it, driving me crazy. This should definitely not be happening.

I have never let anyone come this close to me ever since Jordan and I became a thing.

You need to stop.

His hand mover closer and closer upwards, my heart beating faster and faster out of my chest.

My reaction time is so bad that I have his lips placed on my neck before I can even think about pulling away.

His free hand grips my jaw and tilts my head towards him, smashing his lips on mine completely.

Shocked, I remove my hands away from my lap and push him back, causing Tyson to fall off of me.

"Bro, what the fuck? I have a girlfriend you Bozo!" I say loudly, staring at him in disbelief.

Why am I still here?

"Oh my god, I'm sorry. I totally forgot!" He speaks, waving his hands around in a defending-way.

"Yeah right." I ironically say, standing up and swiftly walking around the leather couch.
"I'm gonna leave now." I add, grabbing my phone to pull up Finneas' contact.

"Wait, Billie. I didn't mean to." Tyson yells, running after me and into the hallway.

"Finneas? Yeah no, can you come get me? I wanna leave." I speak into my phone while getting my belongings and heading for the door.

I immediately get a response but to my surprise it's not my brother who is speaking.

Instead, my angry mother's voice echoes through the speakers of my iPhone.

Yup, I fucked up real good.

♛

Blonde? BLONDE? I knew it. I called it. I swear to god, I knew it. THIS BITCH LOOKS LIKE SHE'S BOUT TO RUIN ALL OF OUR LIVES.
Anyways I hope you're not mad at me for this Chapter, hehe.