Raven: His First Everything

43|Gentleman

Cassian's POV

This is it.

This is the moment I've pictured countless times in my head.

This is the moment where I finally lose my virginity.

And I was losing it to the best person I could ever imagine.

Raven Castillo.

The carefree girl who had been nothing but a whirlwind in my quiet, predictable life.

I slowly took off my shirt and pants before throwing them next to hers at the side.

She was laying on her back, silently watching me.

The sight of her was so sexy that I could barely remember what I had seen on the tutorials.

She had a permanent, relaxed smile, her nipples were hard and erect, and her legs were spread wide exposing her dripping entrance just for me.

I felt so hard that I could feel myself poking out of my briefs.

I quickly took those off too and my tip slowly leaked precum as I ached for a release.

She cursed as she watched me and I soon saw clear liquid run from between her thighs.

I took a hold of myself before grabbing the condom on the nightstand and easily slipped it on.

I may or may not have practiced doing this hundreds of times in the past 48 hours.

Her eyes widened. "Are you sure this is your first time?"

I held in my smile, feeling so happy that I impressed her. "Positive."

The dark room with dimly lit candles really set the mood between us and I hoped it turned her on as much as it did me.

I climbed unto the bed and settled myself above her, my knee spreading her legs further apart.

I went to grab her breast, attempting to arouse her and myself further, but I felt her frantic pounding of her heartbeat beneath my palm instead.

I froze, my breath catching in my throat as I looked down at her.

She didn't need to tell me how she was feeling because I could read her like a book.

Her dark eyes were wide, vulnerable, and filled with a mix of emotions I'd never seen on her before.

Fear, anticipation, and desperation.

I gave her a small, comforting smile. "You have nothing to worry about. We're in this together."

Her gaze softened, and she gave me the faintest smile. "Can you take it slow?"

Relief washed over me, and I nodded, leaning in to kiss her gently, letting all my feelings pour into the way our lips met.

She began to relax beneath me as we fell into our familiar rhythm.