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The Pain He Holds [BxB]

Reads 142,750
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Reads 142,750
Votes 5,080
Parts 26
Time 1h 56m

Mature

Evan Jakes is 5'6, 18 years old and a closeted gay. 
It seems that every day is on a constant repeat. 
That is until one day Evan ends up in a situation that isn't ideal. 
 Noah Collen is  6'2, and 19 years old. Noah moves back into his home town after a tragic accident in Florida. 
Broken, alone and damaged he tries to blend in, hoping to have his last year of high school alone. 
His world is soon turned upside down when he happens to help the boy with those brown eyes.All Rights Reserved

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