Therefore I am Yours | Billie Eilish - Watty Awards 2022

19. DON'T ENTER

Billie POV

I keep on tugging at Jordan's shirt out of reflex because I want it off.

I don't know if she is okay with this kind of tension just yet. I want her to know that I can wait.

Right when I decided to stop pressuring her, she puts her arms up, showing me that she wants it too.

I bite my lip and slide my hands under her shirt, resting them on her stomach and attempting to pull off her shirt.

Suddenly, I hear some people talking very loud. The noises coming closer.

Shit. Did I leave the door open?

Fuck. I think I did.

I look at Jordan. Her face showing the same expression as mine.

She jumps off of me and quickly rearranges her hair amd clothes, checking herself in a nearby mirror.

I stand up from the bed and do the same. My face looks a little messed up right now.

The next thing I know is that a man with our luggage enters the room with my security guards behind him. As he sees Jordan and Me, he greets us friendly.

"Oh, Hello." He smiles, getting back to the little luggage-waggon, grabbing the next bag.

We just smile back and I walk over to Sully, whispering in his ear. 

"Next time we are not together and you come back with someone else or alone - while I am alone with somebody - you don't enter the room without calling me, okay?" I say, slightly annoyed. I mean, he couldn't have known, but now he does.

"Yes. I am sorry. Did we interrupt you? I- I'm really sorry, Billie. It won't happen again." I can hear that he feels terrible, in the way his voice changes.

"It's fine now... but just don't enter the room at all when Jordan is with me or when you are already inside." I sigh, patting his shoulder, walking to the bed and sitting down.

I pat my lap for Jordan to sit down on top of me but she decides to sit next to me instead.

"What's wrong, baby?" I ask her, holding her thigh.

"Nothing, Billie." She smiles.
"What did you whisper about with Sully?" Jordan asks, taking out her phone, not wanting to sound noisy.

"Just that they are not allowed to enter rooms anymore - that I am in with you - unless we were together the entire time. I need my privacy." I say securely.

Jordan stays quiet.

"Okay. All the bags are here now. If you need anything else, don't hesitate to call the room service or reception." The man, that brought up our bags, smiles. 

"Alright, thanks a lot." I say, standing up and walking over to him. I reach into my pocket and loosely grab one of the bundles of money I casually carry around and take a $50 bill, handing it to him.
"Have a nice day, sir." I smile.

He leaves the room, leaving me with Sully, Matt and Jordan.

"Okay so what are the plans for today?" Jordan asks.

I walk back to her and sit down.

"Whatever you want." I bite my lip.
"Oh no, wait!" I say, remembering what Jordan said to me on the plane.
"I wanted to drop by Dior for the shoes. Yes. That's what I wanna do today." I say.

"Okay, but when?" Sully asks.

"Yeah because if you want to go to the snackbar then we gotta go after that." Matt adds.

"Yeah, okay. We will unpack and then go to the snackbar. We'll meet you there." I tell Matt and Sully.

"Okay."

They leave the room and shut the dorr behind them. It's 2pm right now so we should hurry a bit.
I lean over to Jordan on the bed and kiss her softly, looking at her before that.
I get back up to unpack but she pulls me back down again, pecking my lips another time.

"Thanks." Jordan smiles.

I smile and we stand up and put all our stuff around the room and in the closets. After that I grab my phone, other belongings and Jordan's hand and we leave the room, stepping into an elevator.

"You look good today, baby." I tell her while we wait fot the elevator to arrive.

Jordan steps closer to me, not saying anything, resting her chin against the top of my chest, looking up at me, kissing my neck. I lean into her kisses and bite my lip as I close my eyes, enjoying what she is doing to me.

"Mhh." I moan lightly.

I feel her smile against my neck.

The elevator arrives at the bottom and the doors slide open, two people stepping inside. They look at us weirdly as we jump apart, due to the fact that Jordan was kissing me. I smile at her, my face heating up. I grab her hand and walk out.

I look around, trying to find where the snack bar is.

"Uhhhh...." I say pulling my phone out to call Matt.

He picks up after a short time.

"What's up?" He asks.

"Where is the snack bar? Here's like thousands of different ways to go." I say, laughing helplessly.

I get interrupted by someone talking to Jordan and me.

"Hang on." I tell Matt and put my phone down.

I look at the woman. She is from this hotel.

"You're looking for the snack bar?" She asks.

"Yes." I say.

"Follow me." She smiles, walking off.

We follow her and i put my phone back up to my ear.

"Someone is showing us the way." I tell Matt and hang up after we said our goodbye's.

We arrive and as soon as we walk in, the people get louder. This is what I don't like about being famous. Everywhere you go, people know you. I mean, i also enjoy it, but in days like these i would just like to be alone. Especially when my girlfriend is with me.