Therefore I am Yours | Billie Eilish - Watty Awards 2022

20. WHATEVER YOU WANT

Jordan POV

We follow the nice lady to the snack bar and sit down in a very pretty seating area with couches. This whole hotel is blowing my mind and we have only been here for some minutes.

Matt and Sully were already waiting for us in one of the areas. One that's more in a corner, more private.

After three minutes, a waitress comes up to us.

"Hello guys. Welcome. May I take your drink order?"
She asks friendly, pulling out her little notepad.

"Guys, what do you want." Billie asks her security guards.

"We're good." Matt says and Sully agreeing.

"Okay then.." Billie's eyes glide over the card heclically.
"What do you want baby?" She asks, placing her hand on my lower back.

"Uhm... I'll just take a water." I say.

"Okay." The waitress writes it down, looking back up to take Billie's order.

"I don't feel like water today so I am just going to go with a glass of the best champagne you have." Billie puts her card down.

"Okay. Thank you very much." The waitress thanks us and walks off.

I would really enjoy being alone with Billie but her guards are always with us. I mean, they are just here for her safety but she is my girlfriend and having two men always watching is kind of annoying.

I lean closer to Billie, whispering in her ear.

"Hmm... what are you doing?" I say, referring to her phone in her hand.
"And what made you want a champagne today?" I keep on whispering to give her shivers.

"What are you doing?" Billie whispers back, her gaze not leaving the phone screen.

"I want to be alone with you, baby. Everywhere we go."

Billie puts her phone down, turning to me and taking my chin with her right hand, our faces just inches apart. I feel Sully and Matt watching.

"But I can't do anything about that." She says with an disappointed look, smirking though.

"Ughh." I groand.
"But-" She puts her finger over my lips.

"No but's." Billie whispers, turning back in her chair, taking her phone and continuing to scroll through Instagram.

Our drinks arrive and we enjoy them in silence.
After about firteen minutes of relaxing, a teenage boy comes up to our table, wanting a picture with Billie.

She sits back down.

"Okay. Let's get going." She says, standing back up right away, holding her hand out to me.

I stand up and we walk back through the hotel, to the lobby. The security guards are still here with us.
After we entered the lobby, Matt leaves.

Billie walks up to the receptionist, leaving me to wait.

She comes back and pulls her hood up as we walk out of the hotel lobby, into the cold. I like it though.

"I called an uber."

"Okay." I cuddle into her side.
"Why did Matt leave?" I ask.

"We only need one man to make sure I am safe."

"Right."

The uber pulls up and we get into the back, Sully sitting down in the front.

"To the Dior Store, please." Sully tells the driver and he pulls out of the parking lot.

Billie slides around in her seat nervously and pulls me in too of her, to sit in her lap. I intertwine our fingers and we dance side to side to the music on the radio. 'Tetris' by Derek King is playing.

"You remember?" Billie whispers in my ear.

"Well, you do." I smile, leaning back into her.

"How could I forget." She kisses the side of my neck.

We arrive about twenty minutes later.

"Billie, there's paparazzi. Just so you know." Sully tells her, getting out.

"Yeah." She sighs, getting a $50 bill, handing it to the driver.

After that the driver gets out and opens the door for us. Billie gets out and turns back, wanting me to hop on her back. I hesitate but jump up eventually.

We actually have to walk the last bits to the store. People start screaming and flashes of lights hit us.

"Billie!"

"Billie, here!"

"Oh my god! Ah!"

"Oh my- It's her!"

"Marry me!"

"Here, Billie!"

I hold onto Billie's shoulders tightly as she tries not to fall due to all the flashing lights. We eventually reach the store and get in. Sully holding the door open for her. We get in and the paparazzi and fans all accumulate on the window, wanting to get shots and see what she is doing.

The people in the store have mixed face expressions on her face.

"Hey." Billie says, out of breath.

"Hello. How can I help you? Are you looking for anything specific?" A nice man asks Billie - me still on her back.

"I am just here to get a pair of Air Dior Jordan 1's. If you still have 'em." Billie says, looking around the store.

"Yes, we do. I'll be right back." He says, leaving for one of the back doors. The flashlights and yelling from outside just getting more and more.

Billie sets me down and looks at me with an excited face.

"Why did u even wanna do that, baby?" I ask her laughing.

She hugs me tightly.

"Why not?" She smiles into my neck.

"Okay, Miss Eilish." The man get's our attention.
"Here we only have four sizes left, but I am sure you're going to find just the right pair." He smiles, putting the boxes down on a table.

Billie and I sit down in some nice chairs.

"Do you want some water?" The man asks.

"Yes. Three glasses, please." Billie says, grabbing the first box.

The man brings us our drinks and walks back to the counter, not wanting to disturb us. By now, I start to feel like a little bit of a celebrity too, because of what I get to experience with Billie.

After Billie has found the perfect size, she takes the shoe off and puts it back into it's box, handing it to the man. He takes it over to the register.

"Wait!" Billie calls out to him.
"But we are not done yet."

"Yes. Of course. You can continue to look around, I am just going to wrap it up for you." He leaves.

"Is there something else you need?" I ask Billie confused.

"No but it's your turn now, babygirl." She says, walking over to look at some clothes.

"What?" I follow her.
"I don't need anything." I say, wrapping my arms around her waist from the back.

"Jordan." She turns around in my arms.
"From now on, you can have whatever the fuck you want. As long as It's buyable. And no, you don't have to resist or say 'thank you' all the time. That's just what you get when you are in love with Billie Eilish." Billie turns back, continuing to look at the things.

I am speechless.
I just love her. Oops. Did I-? I think I did.