Therefore I am Yours | Billie Eilish - Watty Awards 2022

36. BRUH

Billie POV

"That was fucking insane." I tell Jordan, laying down on my back, pulling her down with me. I pull the covers of our bunk over us and cuddle into her.

She hugs my side and we both look at each other, our exposed bodies still touching. I feel like nothing can hurt me.

"You were so good, oh my god." I add, stroking her cheek and admiring her while I wait for her to say something.

"Thank you, Billie. I appreciate it. You were good too." Jordan says sheepishly, smiling at me.

"No, like for real. I- I never had someone do it this good."

"Really?" She raises her eyebrow as she leans on her elbow, studying my face.
"I don't believe you." She lays back down right beside me and puts her arm across my chest, sighing.

"Okay." I say playfully whilst I bring my hands up to caress her arm softly.

I like touching people. Especially my girlfriend. I really hope we won't have struggles like these ever again. It would break my heart again.

We just lay there, looking up at the ceiling of the bus while big raindrops from outside crash against the glass window, creating a different kind of coziness.

"I never thought this would happen in here!" I laugh loudly, holding my hands up to cover my mouth.

"Well I liked it." Jordan grinns widely, not moving.

I lean over and start tickling her naked sides. She jumps up right away and starts to giggle at the top of her voice. Jordan is so unbelievably cute.

"Stop, Billie! Sto-" She breathes while trying to hold back all the air she is holding in from me tickling her, failing miserably.
"Ahhh!" She laughs.

I eventually stop and pull away from her when a loud knock is heard from outside. I look at Jordan with big eyes as I freeze, her expression showing the same emotion as mine.

"Who's that?" Jordan asks, whispering while holding onto my arms, non of us moving.

I shrug my shoulders due to her question and just hold up my finger to my lips, motioning for her to be quiet.

I stand up quietly and make my way over to the door, tip toeing around while looking back at Jordan occasionally. She just looks at me with a questionable sight.

Another knock interrupts the silence.

I think for a second. I don't want anyone coming in here since we made a mess but I decided to answer.

"Yes?!" I speak loudly.

"Billie? I was looking for you. Can you open up?" My mom says.

I look over to Jordan and she just looks at me, holding back her laugh.

"Uuhm..."
"Yeah.. just a second." I quickly try and collect every peace of clothing laying around and throwing it into the hallway of our sleeping-rooms, where the bunks are while Jordan speeds to hide behind the door.

I open the door just slightly, making enough space for my head to fit.

"Hi. Where were you and why did you lock the door." My mom chuckles, stepping closer.
"Is everything okay?" She starts to get concerned.

I really don't want my mom to know that I just had sex in the motherfucking tour bus. I really don't.

"Yeah I just-" I close my eyes and think as I still hide behind the stupid door since I am completely naked. From head to toe.
"I took a nap." I lie.

I see her gaze focusing on the background, landing on something that makes the look on her face change.

I look back into the room and to my surprise. I didn't collect all of the pieces of clothing. Jordan's lingerie that I threw across the room earlier is laying on the little table in the living room. Fuck.

I look back at her.

"Yeah uhm... Why are you even here?" I chortle embarrassed.

"I was wondering where my daughter went. We were supposed to have lunch together, my dear."

I hear a muffled sound from behind the door. Jordan just cringed.

"Sorry mom, I'm sorry."

"It- It's okay, Billie. I will just come back later." She smiles at me awkwardly before walking away, leaving me standing there for the next ten seconds, my gaze just following her.

Jordan pulls me back in and closes the door.

"Did she notice?"

"I- Yes. I am pretty sure, baby." I look down at her, a smile forming on my lips.

"What? How?"

"Well." I point to her lingerie.

Jordan looks at it, breaking into laughters right after.

"Noo!" She laughs.
"Billie, I will never be able to look at your mom ever again, oh no." She walks over to the table, getting her underwear and putting it on.

"I don't care, LMAO." I say, collecting all my clothes as well and putting them back on.
"Are you even hungry still?"

I walk to the back of the bus where she is getting dressed in new clothes.

"Yeah a bit since I worked with my hands only." Jordan says, not taking her eyes off of what she is doing. I just have to laugh at what she said.
"How 'bout you, baby?" She turn around.

"Well, I had some good pussy so I think I'm good." I smirk and pull her over to me with pur fingers intertwined. I kiss her passionately and shove my tongue into her throat making Jordan push me away.

"Billie." She laughs with both of her hands placed on my chest.
"You had enough."

"Damn, Mamas... You don't gotta do me like that."
I choke her neck and look deep in her eyes.
"Or otherwise I will have to punish you, babygirl." I lick up from her bottom lip to under her nose and stare into her honey-like eyes, leaving the bus without another word.

Jordan runs after me, grabbing my arm and following me along to the greenroom where my Family is having diner.

"I wouldn't mind, by the way." My irresistible girlfriend whispers into my ear as I sit down next to my dad with her.

I just shake my head and act like nothing happened.

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