"Let me kiss you." she says, the paparazzi swamping the doors as the airport staff tries their best to keep them from running down the walls.
This book tells the story of a girl who unexpectedly runs into the word wide-known superstar Billie Eilish...
We just arrived back home two weeks ago and I am tired as hell because tomorrow we are going straight back on tour. For a whole month.
Don't get me wrong, I love touring but I just also love sleeping.
What makes the whole shit better though, is that Jordan and Zoe along with Claudia are going to come with us for the entire time. It's going to be stressful but fun at the same time.
And also, this time we are not going to be driving everywhere like usual because theres some places we can only reach by plane. I am fine with that cause we will be able to fly with our private jet. I just got one and I am hyped as fuck.
Even though I am exhausted, this day is not over yet. Tonight is our last diner as a couple in Los Angeles before we attemt the 'WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO' world tour. The next weeks we will only spend driving from city to city without a lot of time for diner. I can't wait to show my girlfriend everything we will see and experience while touring. She will love it, I just know.
We step into the car and Sully tells the driver to head to Jordan's adress to pick her up. We do so and drive to an amazing luxury restaurant that I just found on Instagram the other day. I have never been there and I hope we will be more private than in the recent one's I have been at.
As we walk in after we passed all the paparazzi that I don't know how the fuck found us, we get greeted by a nice waiter and he brings us to out table that's a little more private.
We order our foods and start talking and enjoy each other even more tonight.
"I wanna remember this moment, baby." Jordan says after she took her phone out of her bag.
She places her elbown on the table and opens Instgram to make a story.
"Smile, Billie." She pouts looking at the picture.
"Nah, that's only for you." I grin at her.
"I'm gonna post it anyways."
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"Show me the pic, baby."
"No, you gotta look it up yourself, Madam." She puts her phone down, bending her arms across the table and taking my hands in hers. I look into her stargazing eyes.
"Here you go, ladies. Your food." A waitress approaches our table, setting down the plates of food in front of us after we pulled our hands apart.
After admiring the delicious meals, we start eating and continue our conversation about the tour. I tell her that Zoe, who is also my best friend next to Drew, is going to come with us and her smile instantly fades. She puts her fork and knife down, looking up at me with a confused face.
"What? I thought we were only Maggie, Pat, Fin, You and Me."
"B- But, baby. Why's that a problem?" I take her hand in mine again, not acting mad at all. I don't want to fight with her so I just listen.
"I just- No it's fine." Jordan smiles at me weakly and pulls her hand back, going back to eating, leaving me looking at her for a few more seconds and wondering why she has a problem with that.
"Okay." I say quietly, grabbing my knive and fork.
*TIME SKIP TO LATER AT JORDAN'S HOUSE*
"That was so good, ugh!" Jordan groans, falling down backwards into her bed.
I close the door to her room and take my shoes off.
"Yeah! I will definitely go there more often." I walk over to her and see that her eyes are closed and she is sound asleep. I stand there in awe for a little while and decide to help her out of her clothes before she falls asleep fully. "Jordan, get back up." I shake her arm.
I have a feeling this is going to be the way it was when we were in New York and I went in bed with my clothes.
She doesn't stir at all, making me sigh. She looks so peaceful and calm.
I pull her shoes off of her feet, followed by her socks. She doesn't give a fuck at all. I mean, why would she? We've had sex already. I unbuckle her pants along with her shirt and slide them off, admiring her red lace underwear and bra.
After That I get undressed myself and lay down next to her in the warm bed. I could lay here all day and still wouldn't have enough of it. We end up falling asleep, who would've thought?
Jordan POV
I wake up and rub my eyes, not seeing a lot since it's dark. Where am I? Oh, at home. I sit up and look around trying to get my orientation together. Billie is laying behind me with her hand around my waist and I hear her groan and stir. She turns around to face the other way, not waking up. I love this girl, man. I decide to take a picture because she is fucking cute. I end up posting it to my Instagram story 'cause why not. I wanna see her face when she sees it later.
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Tomorrow I am officially going to be a part of the 'WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO' world tour. Well, the part no one knows of... but that doesn't matter to me. I want to protect Billie's reputation and I respect her decisions. Being in love with a world wide known 'heterosexual' singer is just a big deal when you have to keep your relationship private as good as you possibly can. She can't lose her label or anything. The good thing is, that Billie's way of talking to and about people is always more 'sexual' so no one will think anything of her talking about me like her girlfriend. She does that all the time. Her fans know and even if someone finds out, I am pretty sure we will be supportet from most people. In the end it doesn't matter what they will think. I love her and she loves me, that is the main thing. No one can take that from us.
